Welcome to this unholy space where patterns get traced, systems get examined, & the personal becomes the framework.
essays, investigations, & fragments — by K

About This Site
Hi, I’m K.
I write about the strangeness that holds our lives together.
My mind gravitates toward the overlap of psychology, spirituality, and experience: where the unseen becomes visible and the visible opens its depth.
Hellsbeth is like my field journal: a place for symbolic studies, structural analysis, and reflections on staying human in systems that often forget their souls.
If you like philosophy written with heart, spirituality examined with a magnifying glass, or politics examined from the inside out,
you’ll probably feel at home here.
Quick links are listed below:
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I am not a robot
From writing a short story to minor identity crisis to coming back full circle.
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PROJECT UPGRADE-2029
A short story about bunkers at the end of the world and what actually survives humanity’s greatest upgrade.
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The Evolution of Tarot Suits
Why some paths in life are built for the long haul, while others are designed to burn out.
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Ctrl+Redact+Delete
Following the trail from disappearing search results to internal FBI emails and questionable timelines.
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Tracking Mass Deletions of the Epstein Files
“Transparency” feels more like PR. Watching the powerful get their names [redacted] from an ugly picture.
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Icarus (Astrology Deep Dive)
Icarus (Asteroid 1566) through the astrological houses and signs, with a focus on balance through each axis. Applying mythology through astrology with Icarus’s themes of risk and liberation.
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Everything has a cause. Not everything has a purpose
Why “everything happens for a reason” can flatten loss.
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Chiron in Aries and the American Identity Cycle
A deep dive into the repeating cycles of 1968–77 and 2018–27 in America. Tracing the parallels between Chiron transits through history, politics, and culture.
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2nd-8th House Axis in Astrology
The 2nd-8th house axis themes of value, stability, and resources. (And how women compensated when direct access to resources was blocked)
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What fuels revolution?
What will finally unite the people against those who profit from dividing us? ✴︎ A study on politics, propaganda, and potential.
