hellsbeth.com

Welcome to this unholy space for pondering thoughts & musing about ideas.
just thoughts — by K

About This Site

Hi, I’m K.

I write about consciousness, myth, and the strangeness that holds our lives together.

My mind lives at the overlap of psychology, spirituality, and experience: where the unseen becomes visible and the visible opens its depth.

Hellsbeth is like my field journal: a place for essays, symbolic studies, and personal reflections on staying human in systems that often forget their souls.

If you like philosophy written with heart, or spirituality examined with a magnifying glass — you’ll probably feel at home here.

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• September 13, 2025

  The Cancer-Capricorn Axis as Time 

  A symbolic reflection on the Cancer and Capricorn astrological axis. While it’s known to be an axis of home and stability, it also connects to time itself.

  All, Archetypes, Astrology, Essays / Personal Essays, Intangible
• September 11, 2025

  Lightning Bugs

  A short poem about fireflies, cyclical time, and hope

  Poem
• July 14, 2025

  The space between heartbeats

  A conversation about time

  All, Essays / Personal Essays, Intangible, Philosophy
• July 9, 2025

  Reclaiming Agency in Abusive Relationships

  Interpersonal Potentiality (in action) Pt. 3 Part 1 covered the basic updated framework. Part 2 focused on understanding abusive relationships and trauma. Part 3 is dedicated to using the framework specifically in abusive relationship dynamics. Applying it can help us better understand ourselves, our relationships, and actively become who we choose to be. An important…

  All, Essays / Personal Essays, Family & Relationships, Guides / Workbooks, Mind, Psyche, Mindset, Philosophy, Self Improvement, Society
• July 7, 2025

  Deconstructing Abuse Dynamics

  What causes abuse? Examining abusive relationships and common narratives through the lens of Interpersonal Potentiality.

  All, Essays / Personal Essays, Family & Relationships, Guides / Workbooks, Mind, Psyche, Mindset, Philosophy, Self Improvement, Society
• July 7, 2025

  Gravity

  I’m not living anymore.  I don’t act, I react.  I’m stuck in this.  But he gets to act, And throw his fits, And decide the facts.  He burns us down.  He doesn’t just act.  He acts out.  He paves the way to hell  Shoves my soul to its end.  Fragments lost in his pit,  Wounds…

  All, Poem
• July 7, 2025

  Interpersonal Potentiality

  We’re all part of an interconnected chain, so how do we truly choose who we become? Understanding types of potential, their connections, and the role of choice.

  All, Essays / Personal Essays, Guides / Workbooks, Mind, Psyche, Mindset, Philosophy, Self Improvement, Society
• July 4, 2025

  Artificial Religiosity

  Thoughts on AI religion, the human collective, and how we find meaning.

  All, Essays / Personal Essays, Intangible, Mind, Psyche, Philosophy, Religion & Spirituality, Society
• June 26, 2025

  12th House Pluto Conjunct Ascendant

  Analyzing the complex, hidden power of 12th House Pluto-Ascendant. A complete astrological guide to patterns, healing methods, and shadow work.

  All, Archetypes, Astrology, Essays / Personal Essays, Guides / Workbooks, Intangible, Mind, Psyche, Prompts, Shadow Work
• May 25, 2025

  Lightning Veins

  Twenty-six nights passed since the triplicity: A display of light in the dark surrounding me. I couldn’t see then: not one bolt, but three. One strike. A light. Strike twice. Ignite. Third strike. Insight. One.  A storm rips through in silence. Sudden yet slow, there are no sirens, Only feeling strange, electric, nervous. It tears…

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